The imperfect eye beholds imperfections.

所有在《不能说的秘密》里的曲子一一通过耳机在耳中播放着。 听着听着，心里酸溜溜的感觉又浮现了。 真是的，在读书时刻脑袋偏偏又不知不觉地想着关于家乡的一切。 想到这个假期不能回家，就只能留宿朋友家。 我这才惊觉，我对家的思念与日俱增，丝毫没有减过。 想念着陪伴我至今，任劳任怨为子女们付出的双亲， 想念着妈妈那会让人失去理智的唠叨声，那一道道淡淡而又不够味的菜肴， 想念爸爸那冷酷带点严肃及威严的态度与眼神， 想念哥哥那副喜皮笑脸，作弄人又会让人生气及欠打的【不好型哥哥】，时而对你和好，时而对你坏，那阴晴不定的哥哥， 想念着自己最善谈，让人不耐烦却又可爱的弟弟，想念与他在深夜时突然煮快熟面一起增肥的时刻，买食物与他分享，一起争 internet line, 威胁他但又被他欺负的日子。 想念着一家人每个星期六晚上出去吃晚餐，一起去购物， 想念在家里无所事事的感觉， 想念随时随地拿起吉他自弹自唱， 想念我平时跑步的那段路程， 想念那一反身就会出现很多响声的两层式睡床， 想念家里的味道，家里的构造，家里的东西，家里的家人 …… 想念 , 这么一个感性的词汇 , 让我的双眸泛满泪光。 眨着眼睛的同时，泪水有如泛滥的井水溢出了我的眼眶，顿时把我变成了一个泪人。 有人说，女人是用水做的。 此时此刻，我不否认这个事实。

One of the things that I'll do in my daily life is playing guitar. Until I *managed to survive* in Melaka, I just realize that it has been a long time that I left my guitar alone, no one is company him right now, I guess. I wonder whether the string will become rusted or not, all the dust sticks on the guitar bag... Well, very pity this little fellow which had been following me for years. Without my guitar beside me, my life is like full of dullness. I cannot either bring joy and cheer people up easily. My guitar skills are dropping down, f orgot the chords that I used to play in certain songs that I love. Looking at my fingers, nails did grow longer. I'll cut it every time when the nails grow cause it is now a habit for me, to play guitar. Every time when I walk pass the instrument shops, I'll peek on the types of the guitars they are selling. My eyes will always spot on the black-coloured guitar. Walking near the glass wall of the shop, I just realize that I really miss...

When I was young, I use to pray to God to get the things that I want. Loading my memories... 5 years old - I met a boy in the kindergarten, who was sitting beside me that time. He had one mechanical pencil which was really special that time cause most of us were using the wood pencil instead of the mechanical lead pencil. The first time I saw it, I really want to have it. So, I told him that I like his mechanical pencil. And guess what, he went back and told his mother. The next day, he and his mother came and gave me the same pattern but different color of the mechanical pencil. His mother taught me how to use it and that time. I was on CLOUD NINE. But when I reached home and told my mum about this stuff, she scolded me and told me that I should not take other people's thing. LOL. Who knows that? I was a little kid that time. haha. 8 years old - I was having an English test that time. I love the subject very much because of the loving teacher of mine, Madam Tok. S...

Went to Melaka Mall's McDonald to have our *Chui Wei, Xin Qi, Michelle and I* lunch that day. Borrowed a table there to study. The wind was quite strong, made our hair flies up high, messed our hair. We didn't complaint much, cause it makes us feel like we were on the beach that time. Yes, the breezes of the sea. But not the cool one. haha... After tired of studying, we went opposite to Jusco. Chui Wei and I shopped for the clothes, while the two little kids *Michelle and Xin Qi* were resting, sitting on the chair beside, reading and watching... We managed to bought sushi for our lunch. I ate sandwich sushi. I really love it!!!!! Nice man~ Wanna try it again whenever I see it. haha...