The imperfect eye beholds imperfections.

It was a late post cause this incident happened one month ago if I'm not mistaken. That was a Friday when my roommate, Chui Wei, and I planned to walk and shop in Malacca town just for one reason: She had not shopped and bought things for quite some time. Besides, we also realized that we didn't manage to go out just for having a simple meal, enjoy the food, drinks, chit-chatting together without any worries in mind  And so, here is it, an escape through this semester (although I don't have many classes and not much pressure this semester). As usual, the bodyguard of the day --> John Liew hahaha :D He's our friend, same university, the same batch of Diploma sessions, same course with Chui Wei (computer science). Okay, let me mention something that I've been repeating every time I see them, the IT stuff that I will never ever manage to get into. I salute them (including all people who know IT stuff and its software) sincerely from my heart of being an IT engine...

I thought it would be a pleasant day today, where I could get my total freedom to be at home all by myself. I've planned the day before that I'll wake up late in the morning with a few nice songs that I like while lying on the bed before getting up. I thought I'll have a peaceful afternoon, listening to songs and humming along with the catchy tones, waiting for the sunshine to bring the water out of the clothes that are freshly washed from the washing machine, while I'm doing some calculations that need to press the calculator a lot. Music in the air, sunlight creeps in through the window above, papers written with numerical numbers and pencils all around the table, a cup of warm chocolate drinks, and messy hair..... Hmm... just like the way that it usually will be. I forgot that I have a children's class on Saturday where I need to go to Machap Umboo to conduct that class. And so, I went, after having one bread with hot chocolate. The clothes that I'...

最近耳根一直很吵很吵。 多数原因是对别人的不满及看不惯某某事物的发生， 因而让自己也在一直一直为这种种的不满而抱怨。 抱怨久了以后，换来的就是让自己的心很烦。 没事找事让自己烦躁，这情况想起来还真是好笑。 方正事不关己，我干嘛要去多管闲事呢？ 到最后自己又不能解决到什么，也没能让事情变得更好。 就只是一味地批评，不只是会让事情变得跟糟，也无助于事。 我觉得这是我有史以来，最三姑六婆的一面了。 自己怎么变得越来越没有营养及内涵了呢？ 自甘堕落，自找麻烦，无理取闹... 等等的负面行为，全都显示在我身上了。 渐渐的，我变得很不快乐。 我不喜欢在这种吵闹的世界里生存。 心里一直有杂念环绕，好不舒服喔！ 我想，是时候让自己超脱于如此的思想。 是时候推开不必要的烦恼，拥抱安宁了。 我不想再去在乎别人的生活习惯、所作所为； 也不想去八卦任何人的不好，因为我了解被别人八卦的感受。 以上，是我经过了种种经历以后，沉思后的想法。 只是我万万没想到思想上的纠结，竟会是如此的烦闹（比耳朵听到声音的还那么大声和清晰）， 如此的节制我自由的思想的空间，也会让人如此失去理智。 *我头脑的2GB记忆都被这杂念盗用了。*  >.< 因此，致所有在我身边的朋友们，以后如果我有任何负面想法， 请马上纠正我，并给于我一些你们的正能量。 我还是会以最真诚的我赤裸裸地展现在所有人的面前， 会用我的真心去对待你们每一个人， 盼的就是你们卸下你们的面具以后， 换来你们的一颗心。 ❤ There was once a wise man said: " Say: o brethren! Let deeds, not words, be your adorning. "